What Are My Choices?

I can finally admit I am not young anymore.
I cant afford to play stupid.
My health depends on me making the right choices and while Iam saying still in future for some choices it will be the near future.
I have remained abstinent from drugs or alcohol and I am still on this fourth step but I aim to get it done this week. I want to have it done so that I can go lay down my next thing and that is my nicotine.
I want a healthy life and to make good choices for myself.

My sponsor is very happy with the choices I am making and even though for most I have fought him on but in the end I made the choices.
I made the choice to move from an efficiency to a one bedroom. For me that was a very healthy choice so that Iam not cramped my second choice is to commit to it by getting rid of boxes and stuff to store junk I dont need ...getting rid of the clutter.

For me holding on to clutter is the same as allowing that clutter into my mind to where I cannot even think right.
Eating the right kinds of foods,getting rest, drinking enough water , exercising ...and there comes a point where after you have drawn a line for yourself that you have to be accountable for what you say you are going to do.
I believe in many ways this cancause us to hold on to our victim mode if we dont follow through because ultimately when we dont follow through with healthy choices to keep the promises we make for ourselves we end up hurting ourself and it manifest in to the physical realm in which we dont do what we need to in order to take care of ourselves.
Today I will be good to myself and love me.